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Many of you know that I have a bad habit of asking for signs. Well, I heard a story of someone several months back asking for a red rose from St. Therese as a confirmation of some life path she was discerning and well, thought it sounded good and tried it...ok, a yellow rose if I'm supposed to be a translator...I saw lots of roses in various shades and never figured out if any of them were meant for me...J. later informed me this particular person asked to be given a rose of this color, during a novena she made to St. Therese...I didn't quite meet the conditions somehow...
So there I am in front of St. Therese's tomb and the thought comes into my head..."St. Therese," I say, "you know, if you think it's a good idea, you might want to send me a rose if you mean me to be a children's librarian...you know...only if you think it's a good idea to...you know...give me a sign...just because...well, the whole slp thing didn't work out and I'd kinda like to be sure about this before I ask J. to invest in it with me...so if you want to...give me a red rose sometime before I leave Lisieux, or a picture or whatever to make it clear, and any other color if that's not what God wants me to do. I mean, give it to me somehow...not just show it to me... oh, and if you mean for me not to, don't make it pink because that'll just confuse me..." I was really concerned with not being confused...
Anyway, nothing happened at Lisieux...I saw lots and lots of roses of just about every color and went home resigned to continue discerning in faith...
Today I finally found the municipal library near me and asked the lady at the desk to recommend French children's novels to me...she suggested these...
I looked at every cover while still in the library except the Maupassant. I didn't notice it until I brought it home...
Doesn't meet the "in Lisieux" stipulation...but I don't know...
7 Comments:
I think she gave you the rose....St. Therese is famous for that. She gives roses to my mom and uncle literally every time they ask for one. Once she even made one bud in late autumn in NY: now THAT's dedication!
bed! yes! sleep is good!!! Mary will take care of you!!! One way or another...She loves you and so do we!!!
Furthermore:
I took a story from the book (which I later happened to notice also had a big red rose on the title page) and looked up when it was written: 1887, the same year St. Therese told her father she wanted to enter the carmel and then went to Rome to ask the Pope permission to enter after everyone else refused her.
also: Guy de Maupassant is also from Normandy, as is St. Therese (which may not be such a huge coincidence, as I admit coming here had something to do with St. Therese and people (like the librarian) like to promote their own region...but still..)
also see stipulation above- story takes place in the town where I live...
only problem...the story happens to be about madness and suicide (Guy de Maupassant had siphillus and tried to kill himself...)
I mean...St. Therese had her dark midnight of the soul where she would have killed herself if she didn't have faith...but is she trying to tell me something? Is the devil tempting me? Or am I just reading way to much into this?
I remember telling you to do the Librarian thing during your first year at Case Western...
am I the devil??
hm...well...you did wear those horns all through highschool :)
Ok, I should have listened to you then!!! But I didn't! Maybe I can take from all this that I should listen to my friends more too :)
Yes, my love, I think one way or the other she's made herself pretty clear...I just have weak faith...I ask for signs and then I don't believe them! Too incredible!
Which I guess makes them more believeable, eh?
Lauren, if you feel the devil is tempting you, just pray to St. Benedict! I trust you wear one of his medals?
St. Pio is good for expelling demons too.
I will pray for you to gain strength and continue to get direction.
What's this about ashes in hair!?
The St. Michael prayer is good too. :) (This is "The Friendly Frodis' new name.) Yeah, I know, I cange handles like some people change shirts.
man, you do!
no ashes in the hair...very faint ashes on the forhead...
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